“I can’t hold my tears back,
as the voices in my head,
grow louder and louder.
My sobs get
louder and louder
as my knees crumble
to the floor
how can I be this broken
I think why did
god make me like this
as the tears stream down
my face.
I can hear the voices
in my head
laughing at me,
laughing because I’m weak
tempting me
to end it all
the sobs get louder
as I hear a voice
telling me to get up
you’re strong
you can survive this.
I can survive this.”